So, I know my depression scared everyone including me, but I just wanted to update ya'll and let you know I am alive and doing better. I still do have funky days where I don't feel quite like myself but at least I am NOT having funky weeks or months. YEAH!!!
So, here is my proof that I am doing better. Andrew and I met up with a friend and her daughter early in the morning at a park. I know that wouldn't be monumental for someone else so I'll break down what this means for me:
1. I got out of bed and went to work with Jon so I could have the car for later on. This is a HUGE thing for me b/c I usually wake up, turn cartoons on for Andrew, get him something to eat, and then go back to bed until about noon.
2. I got dressed. For the past month or so if I got out of my PJs it was a miracle to behold.
3. I drove myself somewhere. I haven't gone anywhere in quite a while.
4. I was outside. YEAH me!!!
5. I was interacting with other people. For the past month or so I haven't really wanted to see anyone or interact with anyone so this was very GOOD!
6. I had answered my phone to actually set up the play date with my friend. I haven't been answering my phone for quite a while now so that was great too.
So here are pictures of Andrew playing at the park and really enjoying himself except for the fact that since we went early in the morning there was still dew on the slide so his butt got all wet. He did NOT like that but forgot about it soon enough and LOVED playing at the park.
He LOVES slides!
YEAH I AM BACK or at least feeling more like myself.
Thank you for all your prayers, support and love. It worked!!
1 comments:
Ohh Lex, I had no idea you were having such a hard time! :( I'm glad that you are feeling more like your happy, chipper self!! Good for you for doing all those great things today!! Love ya dear!
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